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she’s come undone

10672121_10154674009860601_6990138451082067619_nfriends, i am suffering.

my baby, TWO TODAY, has been a struggling for months with some intense separation / sleep anxiety issues. needless to say,  mega disrupted overnight sleep does not help me cope with the high need land i live in, plus work and (attempt at) masters combo. things be intense up in here. oh, did i mention i’ve had an on again off again neck spasm since august? right. there’s also that.

we all know desperate times (paper writing) calls for desperate measures and i recently resorted to a plea for encouragement and validation. fortunately for me, it was fulfilled and  i received generous affirmations about my ability to endure, find resolution, and prosper.

it was exactly what i needed to hear and helped me harness some of my own exploded anxiety and focus on the prize. today, again panicked by competing priorities and too little time, i’ve been playing the feedback over and over.

this got me thinking about the role that a  few key statements play in my life. simple words that keep me oriented on the good parts of me or that motivate me or to live up. it’s at times like these that i rely on them, as grounding reminders that i am capable of more then frenzy.

thank you to those of you who believe in me. i need you. i have my doubts that i can manage it all at present, and i’m relying on your faith to be the mirror i can’t seem to give myself.

with gratitude, hh.

 

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just so that i know that you know that i know, i offer you a list of my most prevalent neurosis. insight is (almost) everything, after all. also, it may make you feel really well adjusted and normal. it’s a public service, really. in no particular order: 5. in the summer, when people open their windows wide to let the […]

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note to self: if you are a mother who is also working + studying + coaching + strata council member-ing + running group enthusiast-ing + book club devotee-ing  and you run out of dishwasher soap, DO NOT, under ANY circumstances, think it will save time if you skip going to the grocery store and just use dish soap. it definitely […]

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little wing

the summer my eldest son was three, he learnt to ride a two wheeler. every morning we were outside before any one else, because he wanted to ride. it all happened so fast… we had bought him a push bike for his second christmas but he didn’t take to it for months and was tentative and cautious when he […]

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teach this

<——— the last time i was a student in university i looked like that. obviously that was many, many moons ago. 10 full years, to be exact. i’ve wanted my masters since grad, but i have had other living to do and other lives were made. this past year though, among all the chaos of two young boys, it […]

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back in the saddle

 if there is one thing about motherhood, it really teaches you to modify your expectations.  there are simply too many variables to raise young children according to any plan, or schedule, and you learn pretty quickly that you cannot guarantee outcomes such as a predictable life routine, no matter what order you try to maintain. i suppose you could try, but i’ve witnessed those that […]

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better late than never

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labour day, the old fashioned way

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i know this much is true

i have been bad and stayed up past my bed time often in the last week. there may also have been some summer bevvies consumed up in here. needless to say, all this social good time equates foggy brain and foggy brain cannot put a post together. instead, a few unconnected sentences about a few disjointed thoughts somewhat related to the nature […]

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